In My Perspective

Do what makes you happy. Travel the world. Eat as much as you can. Love the people that loves you. Ignore the ones who put so much negative in your life. Be fun, crazy, outgoing, carefree, simple, and a little bit bad. Be classy and a little bit sassy. Be real. Be yourself. Smile. Be positive…

Month: July, 2013

Best Breakup Songs to Listen to

Here are some of my favorites & the ones that helped me through

-Pink: Just Give Me a Reason

-Guy Sebastian: Battle Scars

-Demi Lovato: Lightweight & Unbroken

-Zedd: Clarity

-Katy Perry: Part of Me

-Seether feat Amy Lee: Broken

-3 Doors Down: Here Without You

-Coldplay: The Scientist

-No Doubt: Don’t Speak

-Miley Cyrus: Goodbye

-Rihanna: Russian Roulette

-Shontelle: Impossible

-Evanescene: Immortal

-Richard Marx: Right Here Waiting For You

 

From listening to these songs, bit by bit I’ve gotten closure and also from talking to him brought peace with myself.

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AUGUST=GYM

So this August my main goal is to strive for the best, better than yesterday.

I’m gonna use this advantage to make myself a better me. 

My goal is to be sexy by October 🙂

So therefore I’m gonna work hard, harder than I worked out before.

I’m gonna do this for ME!

Watch me and see what I can do.

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AUGUST=GYM

So this August my main goal is to strive for the best, better than yesterday.

I’m gonna use this advantage to make myself a better me. 

My goal is to be sexy by October 🙂

So therefore I’m gonna work hard, harder than I worked out before.

I’m gonna do this for ME!

Watch me and see what I can do.

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Not Perfect…so don’t make me perfect!

You want perfect? How about you clone a picture of me and train it to be perfect. Train it to be THE WAY YOU WANT IT TO BE. I’m not PERFECT! I don’t want to be a perfect person. I’m just an ordinary person. I make mistakes. I feel pain and I learn from them. I’m only 21 I’m pretty sure I have many mistakes in my life to come.  I’m sorry I’m not the person you wanted me to become. I’m pretty sure when you were my age you did a lot of other “bad” stuff. Don’t be such a hypocrite. 

 

-Just some random venting out

Zedd-Clarity

ever since my friend introduced me to this song it has been my favorite ever since.

my favorite line is “if our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy. if our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity.”

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash, ‘cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks ’till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade, and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/clarity-lyrics-zedd.html ]
Don’t speak as I try to leave, ‘cause we both know what we’ll choose
If you pull, then I’ll push too deep and I’ll fall right back to you

Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Read more: ZEDD – CLARITY LYRICS

No Doubt-Don’t Speak

This song really helped me too.

Here’s the lyrics:

You and me, we used to be together
Every day together, always
I really feel that I’m losing my best friend
I can’t believe this could be the end

It looks as though you’re letting go
And if it’s real, well I don’t want to know

Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

Our memories, they can be inviting
But some are altogether mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands, I sit and cry

Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts, no, no, no

Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
And I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

It’s all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are

You and me
I can see us dying, are we?

Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts, no, no

Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
And I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

I know what you’re saying
So please stop explaining

Don’t speak, don’t speak, don’t speak, oh
I know what you’re thinking
And I don’t need your reasons

I know you’re good, I know you’re good
I know you’re real good, oh
La da da da, la da da da da
Don’t, don’t

Oh, oh
Hush, hush, darling, hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
Hush, hush, darling, hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

Coldplay-The Scientist

This song really helped me. I really liked the lyrics, I could so relate.

Here’s the lyrics of the song.

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let’s go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Do not speak as loud as my heart

But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh

Miley Cyrus-We Can’t Stop

I like this song except her video, it’s such a catchy song

When I look for a guy (future ones)

When I look for a guy I look for someone who I can be with in the future not some guy I can be with for a couple of weeks or months. I want someone who I can look at and say he’ll THAT guy. I know it’s different for me to say this but I want a real thing not some puppy love. I don’t want a relationship where a guy just says I can only see you as my girlfriend as of today.  I want to be with someone who’s great with kids and who loves kids because in the future I want my very own kids.  I want to be with someone who’s motivated to do his best.  Someone who’s been through enough to know what he wants.  I want someone who’s smart, outspoken, MATURE, fun, and puts me in place when I am wrong.  I want someone who’s adventurous and can keep me balanced.  I want someone who’s taller than me 🙂  I want someone to inspire me.  I want someone who’s close to their family (but not too close).  I want someone who’ll be my best friend.  I want someone who’s not afraid of life.  I want someone who I can see myself in the future and say his my husband.  I don’t want to date and go on flings and get played.  If I see the real thing I want to keep it.  I want someone who I can say “I need you in my life” rather than “I want you in my life” see the difference?  I want someone who has this bad boy thing going on but know in his heart he is a gentleman and a sweetheart.  I want someone who has work for sure and a car.  I want him to be the best that he can be.  I want someone to say that he is good enough for me.

I don’t want someone who will just stay where he is right now and won’t be motivated.  I don’t want someone who does drugs and is stone head. I don’t want someone who is sooooo cocky and thinks they are such a hot ass stud muffin when they really aren’t.  I don’t want someone who’s a lazy bum and does video games all day every day.  I don’t want someone who smokes, no I’m sorry, no can do.  I don’t want someone who’s a disrespectful guy.  I don’t want someone who’s a little kid.

I just want a man who will be proud of me as I am proud to have him. I don’t want a perfect man, I just want a real one. 

You & Only You

I never imagined myself being let go
Especially to the man I fell in love with
But they say everything happens for a reason
And hopefully I’ll know the reason in the future
I know it was sudden and it wasn’t planned
I made a mistake that I wish I could erase and do over
But life doesn’t work like that
I know you let me go for the best
This distance is too much for me
I hate saying I miss you because that’s the only thing I can do
You brought the biggest smile on my face and created sadness after
But I’ll never forget the memories that you and I shared
I can’t hate someone who did nothing but love me
And if our paths come to cross again I hope we won’t be strangers…

 

By yourstruly, 
-Carla ❤