In My Perspective

Do what makes you happy. Travel the world. Eat as much as you can. Love the people that loves you. Ignore the ones who put so much negative in your life. Be fun, crazy, outgoing, carefree, simple, and a little bit bad. Be classy and a little bit sassy. Be real. Be yourself. Smile. Be positive…

Month: December, 2012

What my day was & Last minute shopping

Majority of the things that I needed done were accomplished. Such as pay my cousin, go to the cemetery and visit my Nanay, Tatay, Lolo and Lola. And I also went to Mary Mart to buy this strap for your iPhone so that I can work out and listen to my songs. Since my New Year’s resolution is to lose weight it’s a great thing I bought it. And well I brought more things such as this shorts and my dad and I bought our 13 fruits and wine Tavernello to be exact. My dad and I are going to be together this New Year 🙂 Happy New Year’s everyone! Stay safe & happy drinking!

Image(This is the 13 fruits that my dad and I got. It is considered to be good luck although I don’t get why it was to be 13 since the number 13 is a bad luck number. But it’s a Filipino Culture, where everybody must buy fruits for the New Year)

(Since it’s just me and my dad spending the New Year’s together we are going to start the year with happy drinking! We were going to the market and grocery shopping & I asked him if we could drink wine or liquor & he said YES & I had the biggest smile on my face 😀 (okay not really that big) but you guys know what I mean. I wanted to get Lambrusco but they were all sold out 😦 so the clerk decided to show me Tavernello, he said it’s a similar drink to Lambrusco.)

(I don’t know what’s up with me and sweets these days but I’ve been munching them. This is similar to an Oreo but it’s called Cream-O. Eating it right now while drinking coffee 🙂 )

(My dad’s cheese pandesal bread since all the Angelina bread ran out)

(My plain pandesal bread since all the Angelina bread has ran out 😦 )

(Aren’t they cute? Bought new shorts 🙂 )

(Starting the new year right…bought this so I can work out and listen to my music while I do my Zumba, Taebo and running.)

(Glow in the dark for my room I think yes! In need of change, my white walls were getting boring to look at hehe)

(Yay I finally bought this! I’ve been eying it like a long time. When I had money and I saw it I just had to buy it hehe)

That’s all folks. My 2012 is complete. 4 more hours to go and it’s 2013. Let’s leave all the bad vibes in 2012 and welcome 2013. Good vibes please 🙂 I’m wishing everyone a Happy New Year & to your families! Have fun, stay good, and stay safe.



Last Day of 2012

We obviously know that it’s December 31, 2012 the last day of 2012. Today I’m going to be productive. Get everything done before the New Year starts. That means my dad and I are going to go to Jaro Big Market to buy the 13 fruits (it’s a Filipino culture kinda thing), then I’m going to go my cousin’s place to pay my debt of 200pesos from the stupid load. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this stupid load thing. Then I’m going to visit my guardian angels in the Green Garden Memorial Park where my Lolo, Nanay, Tatay & Lola from my Tatay’s side. Then go and visit my two big brothers in our other house to get the pasalubong that my sister has asked me to hand out to her friends. After all that’s done I am going to SM to pay my internet bills. Sometimes being an adult sucks, you have to do everything on your own. Like pay the bills, get your stuff done.

I’ve been wanting to wear my new shoes, which I bought only for 250pesos that’s like $6.25. Cheap don’t you think? Something casual I’d say.

Good night Sweet Dreams Sleep Tight

Good night dear followers of mine. Hmm since I’m still new I don’t know if I even have any. But if there are I wish you guys a good night. But thanks for following my blog. I’m still getting used to this. I’m no pro in blogging. Just here to express my thoughts and feelings to those who are interested or feel the same things. Hope everyone is having a good day/night from everywhere. Toodles, xoxo

Let’s rock it together? Hmm..Can you rock this outfit?

An all black outfit perfect to go anywhere. In love with the shorts and the shades are just so not my style but would so try it out. And I really am in like with the combat shoes with the lace nylons.

1) Restrain Tee from $135

2) Ari Short can be found in pinterest

3) 80s – Walker Large Circle Frame Sunglasses (more colors) can be found in $12

4) Black Combat Lace Up Mid Calf Military Boot can be found in #30

5) Kirna Zabete® For Target® Fishnet Tights – Black can be found in for $5

6) Keep Calm Swag iPhone Case can be found in for $7

Fiery Red So Sexy

Something simple that I created in polyvore thought I’d share with the people here in wordpress. This would be really cute to wear for prom or on Valentine’s Day with your significant other. Image Three Little Words Chiffon Tube Dress can be found in
ImageBrian Atwood Brian Atwood Suede Maniac Pump: Black
Image21-Piece Gold Bangle Set Separate Bangles can be found in
ImageButter London Union Jack Black Lacquer can be found in

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Black Party Themed

Black Party Themed

So I just created this outfit at polyvore. If you have an account feel free to follow me. I’m an amateur at this kind of thing and I’m just putting things up together to whatever that looks good. I really am in love with the shoes, I think it’s really out there, the style that is. It’s not something you would see every time you go out. It’s weird looking but still fashionable. This is something I wouldn’t mind wearing. Only problem is…I wished I was rich so I can have mula (money). What do you guys think?

Black Party

Black Party



New Year’s Resolution

The year is coming to an end. I had my ups and down in this year. So many things that has happened to me and my family. Some were great and some were really horrible. But the things that were great were the ones that I’ve accomplished in 2012. My New Year’s Resolution in 2012 were:
-get a tattoo (checked)
I got a tattoo in my back that has a scorpion with the initials of MCS which is my mother’s initials. The scorpion represents both of our birthdays. My mother’s birthday is on November 5th and mine is on November 7th. Actually not just one tattoo but two tattoos. Just recently on October 27th I got my second one. No one knew about it was a spur of the moment kind of thing. I didn’t really plan on getting one on that day but I knew for sure I wanted another one. I’ve been thinking of getting another tattoo, never really had guts to do it in 2012. My second tattoo is by my left ankle and it’s an anchor with a pink bow. I’ve been getting a lot of comments on why did I get an anchor if I’m not in the navy or if my significant other belongs in the navy. Anchors usually represent “sailors” well I also did my research before I got an anchor tattoo. Anchors are meant to hold ships on the ground, right? And also anchor symbolizes being grounded, being stable. Well I got an anchor tattoo because I am grounded by my family and friends. They keep me stable in life. Without the support from my family and my friends I wouldn’t know where my life would be headed. With them, and wherever I am in my future I will never forget what my family went through for me. And of course the pink bow. Actually I wanted a pink ribbon but the artist that drew a pink ribbon came out really ugly so he suggested that he’d draw a bow and when I saw the design, I just thought it was perfect. The pink ribbon symbolizes breast cancer. Anyways, since my family has a history of cancer and most of my aunts went through the stages of fighting breast cancer I wanted to get inked in my body to always remember how my family are fighters. Anything that goes in their life they are survivors. And for those that were taken from our lives I’ll always remember them fighting till their last breath, like my mom.

-get my ears pierced (checked)
I put 4 holes in my ears but then later on after a couple of weeks I took out the earrings because it turned out that my earrings were fake or it wasn’t stainless silver.  My skin is very sensitive to little things. So I took them out. I guess it still counted right?

-loss weight (checked)
After my sister left back home to San Diego, California I became determined to lose weight before 2013 came & I pulled through, which I was really happy. I got a lot of compliments on how great I looked and that I lost a lot of weight and such as. But when November hit, things slowly decreased. I began eating. Hey it was November and it’s my birthday month, gotta enjoy my birthday right? Then came Thanksgiving. Oh my there were so many food I just couldn’t resist. And then came Christmas. And well you know what the result was. I gained weight. But it’s okay because I at least accomplished something before 2012 is over. 2013 is coming so I might as well end the year happy, right? I think so.

-talk to my crush (checked)
Okay so I had the biggest and longest crush on this guy that I met when I first came to study in the University of San Agustin. I remembered that I met him on the College of Education’s Christmas Party. He was the DJ. I saw him and I instantly felt butterflies in my tummy. He was just darn good looking. Trust me, if you just saw him I bet you’d do the same thing. Anyways, I thought he was a foreigner or someone hired him for only the Christmas Party event. He’s name was…Oh yeah right like I’m actually going to blurt his name. His name is “Jack.” My friends said he was a student in University of San Agustin taking up HRM or to say Hotel Restaurant and Management, they were already giving me the details to this guy that I hardly know let alone friends with him. So of course I decided to look for him on facebook, I know such a stalker type kinda thing. I guess that’s the good thing about technology. So I searched him up and I added him, I didn’t expect he would add me because he didn’t know me. But the great thing was, he did accept my request. But I NEVER had a conversation with him. So then my sister added Jack which I was really scared now because knowing my sister she might spill the beans to this guy that I had a major crush on. Anyways Jack did accept her request. Anyways long story short by the beginning of 2012 I was completely over about this guy until his friend requested me and I thought Jack had a thing for me. But then that turned out to be a complete misunderstanding. I find out that his friend Paolo had a crush on me, which was a big NO-NO to me. So my friend Fifi went out to MO2 Aquarium Lounge at Smallville to watch this guy do his thing which is DJ. I hadn’t really plan the whole me telling him I had a crush on him thing but my friend Fifi said “we are not leaving this place until you tell him!” I really didn’t want to but she ordered a drink in Flow Super Club called Juicy Fruit which was a really strong drink. I don’t think I even finished it, maybe if I did I could have done something really stupid. Anyways, she said to me “we are going back to MO2 and you tell ‘JACK’ that you like” I really didn’t want to. But before going in the club, she called the bartender’s attention and ordered one tequila shot. And well that did it for me. So there I was up front and called his attention and whispered to his ears that “i like you…okay bye” It was the most embarrassing and bravest thing I ever done. All thanks to her and a shot of tequila.

-dye my hair to brown (checked)

-reconcile with my old best friend Chea (checked)
I won’t be shy about it but I did miss the guy. We didn’t end in good terms so I wanted to patch things up before my birthday or before 2013 hit. And thank gosh we did. We left the bullshit and the fights and the finger pointing in 2011. And no he is not my boyfriend if someone ever wanders. We were best friends back then.

So there are the stuff that I accomplished in the year of 2012 🙂

Weather in the Philippines

Have you guys ever been to the Philippines? The weather here is insane, it’s really weird. The first few minutes its sunny and the next few seconds its raining cats and dogs with big scary thunder and lightning. Then it goes back to being sunny and extremely hot. You may think that’s impossible but when you have witnessed it nothing is impossible in this world. Sometimes I get so crazy because I don’t know what to wear. If you live in the Philippines then you know what I’m talking about.